輕鬆d 啦啦啦啦啦啦

在新地方上班上了快一個月了
同事很好，教我很多東西。很多事情還未上手
system 上的東西仍然很多錯漏，幸好他們都包涵包涵
也有很cool 的，撩佢講野，一係應你唔望你，一係應都唔應你

座位離我自己的team 有點遠，不是有messenger 我根本無咩機會同佢地傾幾句閒話
這樣這便開始有點緊張
我覺得要融入自己的team 很難
那麼我便覺得自己好像只是一個過客..每日執excel, 開下task，同客& Editors 每日傾幾個call。
這個慨念，我想是因為我現在是一個Temp, 幾個月續一次約的Temp，令我好怕自己在這裡沒有「存在價值」。沒有這個「價值」，你便不知道幾個月後你又會在哪裡..


沒有想過原來這個situation 會令自己壓力大了。
我也知道Manager 感受到我緊張了，令到我普通的一個反應他也覺我是在緊張。
真是糟糕!

然後我，有一天上班，　
突然想起以前還在讀書的時候，
讀書時工作的時候，
一直我表現也不錯（自大!XD)
即使曾經我被說是"任性"
我也知道，我是做得好的。
去回想過去，過去工作的感覺
做得好，是因為做回自己
輕鬆點，做回自己，事情才會做得好
做回自己，才有「存在價值」
是自己給自己的那種
哈！　是但啦，自大好，任性好，咩都好啦!

Whitney Houston is gone.

It's a sad news.

Singer Whitney Houston dies at 48

By the CNN Wire Staff

February 12, 2012 -- Updated 0323 GMT (1123 HKT)

Los Angeles (CNN) -- Legendary pop singer Whitney Houston was found dead Saturday at a Beverly Hills, California, hotel, officials said. She was 48.

The entertainer, whose incredible talent was discovered at an early age, was pronounced dead at 3:55 p.m. (6:55 p.m. ET) at the Beverly Hilton hotel despite resuscitation efforts, a police spokesman said.
Beverly Hills Police Lt. Mark Rosen said there were "no obvious signs of criminal intent" and that the cause of her death is being investigated.
Houston's bodyguard found her body, said Courtney Barnes, publicist for hip-hop artist Ray J, who was dating the pop diva.

According to her official website, Houston sold more than 170 million albums, singles and videos. But she also struggled with addiction problems over the years.
Houston, whose hits included "The Greatest Love of All," died on the eve of the 54th annual Grammy Awards at the Staples Center in Los Angeles. She had performed as late as Thursday night at a pre-Grammy event in the area.
Music producer Jimmy Jam, after conversations with those heading up to Sunday's night show, told CNN that he believes the event will change significantly -- including a tribute to the singer.

Houston was set to appear in this year's "Sparkle," a remake of the 1976 hit, which was loosely based on the story of The Supremes. It was her first movie role since 1996's "The Preacher's Wife."
News of her death elicited a flood of reaction on social media, from fans and fellow celebrities alike.

Music producer Russell Simmons wrote he was "deeply saddened by the death of Whitney Houston."
Dolly Parton, who wrote "I Will Always Love You," said, "mine is only one of the millions of hearts broken over the death of Whitney Houston. I will always be grateful and in awe of the wonderful performance she did on my song and I can truly say from the bottom of my heart, 'Whitney, I will always love you. You will be missed.'"
Another entertainment legend, Quincy Jones, said he was "absolutely heartbroken" by the news. "She was a true original and a talent beyond compare," he said.

Houston's body of work includes seven straight Billboard No. 1 hits in the 1980s, including "Saving All My Love for You," "How Will I Know," "The Greatest Love of All," "Where Do Broken Hearts Go," and "I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me.)"

Billboard put her soundtrack to the 1992 movie "The Bodyguard" as one of the top 10 biggest-selling albums of all time. She also starred in the film with Kevin Costner. The soundtrack included the hit,"I Will Always Love You."
The daughter of singer Cissy Houston, Whitney was born on August 9, 1963, in Newark, New Jersey.
Famed music producer Clive Davis reportedly spotted Houston 20 years later in a New York nightclub, signing her on the spot, according to her website. Davis steered Houston's career for more than 25 years, also serving as a mentor.

Just Thursday, Davis told CNN's "Piers Morgan Tonight" that, with Houston, "I saw a depth and a range and soul ... that rarely ranks at the top level. And that's why we've been working together ever since."
The singer's rendition of the national anthem at the 1991 Super Bowl, days into the first Persian Gulf War, earned raves and cemented her place in the American musical landscape.

After "The Bodyguard," Houston went on to appear in several more films in the 1990s, including "Waiting to Exhale."
In 2000, Houston earned her sixth Grammy for best female R&B performance and, a month later, she was named female artist of the decade at the "Soul Train" Music Awards.

Her career stalled, however, in subsequent years as she entered rehab for addiction problems.
Houston took a hiatus for several years before releasing her first album in seven years, "I Look to You," in 2009.
"I just took a break, which sometimes you have to," said Houston. "You have to know when to slow that train down and kind of just sit back and relax for a minute."

In May 2011, Houston got help for her much-publicized struggle with drugs and alcohol, her representative said at the time.

In a 2009 interview with Oprah Winfrey, Houston recalled how her mother arrived one day at her doorstep at her daughter's house with sheriff's officers and a court order in a drug intervention. She talked about doing cocaine and smoking marijuana.

"(My mother) says, 'I have a court (injunction) here,'" Houston said. "Either you do it my way, or we're just not going to do this at all. We are both going to go on TV, and you're going to retire.'"
Houston had a high-profile and tumultuous marriage to Bobby Brown, a former "New Edition" star who has had multiple brushes with the law.

The couple appeared together in the mid-2000s on the reality show "Being Bobby Brown." They had one child together, Bobbi Kristina.
Houston was the cousin of Dionne Warwick, another acclaimed performer.
CNN's Denise Quan and Alan Duke contributed to this report. 

(CNN: http://edition.cnn.com/2012/02/11/showbiz/whitney-houston-dead/index.html)

Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You 


I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I first listened to this song in my dad's car when I was a kid . This is a very great great song which has been known by the people aged eight to eighty. Whitney Houston is Legendary. Will miss your incredible singing, and I will always love you.

R.I.P.

Whitney Houston, the Legendary Singer of the Century