諗野 I love thinking

不知道何時開始

腦袋總是不停的思考 －諗野

想生活、想工作、想愛情、想朋友、想未來、想過去，沒有pattern 的細節在腦海不停穿插。

最近想像到很多很美好的畫面，常常在心裡想著想著在現實不知不覺面上都掛上了笑容 －眯眯咀笑。

但在現實生活發生的，很多時都不會是你想像的美好。期望太高，很容易便換來失落。

其實都是自己腦袋停不了在想像各種事情和畫面所做成的 －想得太多／諗多左。

有期望是好事，有期望是樂觀的反應。但想像得太多便會put yourself into a situation that 好似無野搵野黎唔開心。

自我調整的時間又到了。最近都留意到腦袋停不了的想東想西真是很累人，洗澡和臨睡覺前的時間之前都想太多事情，令到把現實生活都帶到去夢鄉，影響了睡眠質素甚至每晚都發夢。然後就係一個很差的cycle: Thinking too much-> Bad sleeping quality -> Feel tired and bad mood in real life-> Thinking too much-> Bad sleeping quality。現在決定要控制想像太多的時間，意識到又在不停幻想美好的畫面時做閱讀／打機, pull myself back. 

Pull myself back. But keep expecting goodness in life. 人生總不可以沒月幻想和期望吧?

我沒有讀屎片

讀書，除了知識，就是讓我們有能力分辯是非。

夢想不能當飯吃，沒飯吃不代表沒有夢想。

每個人最不應該做的事
是盲目為別人改變

Live with Love Now

Many sad news recently about people dying from car crash, earthquake, bombs attack...

And we all are aware again that how much we should value life and people around you. 

Many years ago, I was a girl who did not really care about Friendship and people around me. The thing is, I had a lot a lot of friends and I felt that they thought I was important to them so I could just always ignore them, do not reply their calls, bullshit about them to some other people, say something really bad when they ring me in the morning, etc. During my process of growing up, I lost some friends, whom I had not really put my heart into the friendship with them at all so I still feel fine; and I still have some friends, whom I had not really cherish them in the past, and I still have them, they still have me, too. I am so touched and inspired. Now people are so so important to me. I cannot live without them. p.s. I see my doggie - Toffee as one of those people. 

Value the YOUR PEOPLE, value the beautifulness of this world. There are so many talented people, so many precious life and so many TRUE LOVE. Do not just say 'I Love You' and 'I Miss You' when they cannot say "Me too" . 

Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven

我心裡知道

1. 其實我真的不是一個留得住的人
2. I am no workaholic. I am a playaholic (12122012)
3. 當工作充斥生活，我分不清自己想要一個什麼的生活。(19122012)
4.This Holiday fucking saved me. Keep playing! (28122012)
5. 身心突然接近打回原形，我心理質素不好，所以很累，我認。 (10012013)
6. 又其實我只是希望有人類的基本要求 ﹣ 休息和娛樂。Sim City 啲人仔都要訓覺啦。 (10012013)
7. "你生活在別人的眼神裡，就迷失在自己的心路上。" (13012013)

一切已經很不一樣

one year time, I and you are all so different. Or just the same?

I am really missing something

我自身難保

A bit emotional



最近重拾了聽收音機的習慣

今天早上903 DJ 播了這首歌

衝天救兵 x Supper Moment 《最後晚餐》

上班的時候, 自己又開出來聽

很有意義,
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