諗野 I love thinking

不知道何時開始

腦袋總是不停的思考 －諗野

想生活、想工作、想愛情、想朋友、想未來、想過去，沒有pattern 的細節在腦海不停穿插。

最近想像到很多很美好的畫面，常常在心裡想著想著在現實不知不覺面上都掛上了笑容 －眯眯咀笑。

但在現實生活發生的，很多時都不會是你想像的美好。期望太高，很容易便換來失落。

其實都是自己腦袋停不了在想像各種事情和畫面所做成的 －想得太多／諗多左。

有期望是好事，有期望是樂觀的反應。但想像得太多便會put yourself into a situation that 好似無野搵野黎唔開心。

自我調整的時間又到了。最近都留意到腦袋停不了的想東想西真是很累人，洗澡和臨睡覺前的時間之前都想太多事情，令到把現實生活都帶到去夢鄉，影響了睡眠質素甚至每晚都發夢。然後就係一個很差的cycle: Thinking too much-> Bad sleeping quality -> Feel tired and bad mood in real life-> Thinking too much-> Bad sleeping quality。現在決定要控制想像太多的時間，意識到又在不停幻想美好的畫面時做閱讀／打機, pull myself back. 

Pull myself back. But keep expecting goodness in life. 人生總不可以沒月幻想和期望吧?

Live with Love Now

Many sad news recently about people dying from car crash, earthquake, bombs attack...

And we all are aware again that how much we should value life and people around you. 

Many years ago, I was a girl who did not really care about Friendship and people around me. The thing is, I had a lot a lot of friends and I felt that they thought I was important to them so I could just always ignore them, do not reply their calls, bullshit about them to some other people, say something really bad when they ring me in the morning, etc. During my process of growing up, I lost some friends, whom I had not really put my heart into the friendship with them at all so I still feel fine; and I still have some friends, whom I had not really cherish them in the past, and I still have them, they still have me, too. I am so touched and inspired. Now people are so so important to me. I cannot live without them. p.s. I see my doggie - Toffee as one of those people. 

Value the YOUR PEOPLE, value the beautifulness of this world. There are so many talented people, so many precious life and so many TRUE LOVE. Do not just say 'I Love You' and 'I Miss You' when they cannot say "Me too" . 

Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven

Read a few pages

最近一年真的沒有怎麼看書，不要說要看"完"一本書，看幾頁都沒有。
一直只在Digital 的世界得知外界的知識。日子久了，便發現其實感覺是有不同的。看一本書，得到的會多一點深刻的感覺。
今天星期日，拿起數年前在書展買卻沒有打開過的一本，翻了幾頁，又袋了一句：

"Tough time never last,
tough people do."



就看把整本看完後又怎樣, 會寫個讀後感嗎?

WEEKEND

The moment is

you can stay at somewhere you love

即使很多東西已不同了

能夠腳踏著這個地方已很滿足

沒有做過些甚麼，通一個頂，說幾句話，睡一覺。

What a great weekend!

0304AUG2012

WHAT WOULD LAST FOREVER

We all should have our dream

Since we were a kid, since we were in high school, since we got into college
we know what we dream about

We know it
But some may have forgotten it for a long long time

We know it

So we need
to keep it
to save it
to guard it
to remember it
to chase for it

CHASE HARD


Life is short.

Only your dream is what worths you to work your ass off

Trust me

What we are working on, is just a stage in our life. What we are working on, is just something to help gear us up. What we are working on, is not going to last forever.

YOUR DREAM DOES!

So to my friends and myself:

Be a DREAMER
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE


LET'S ROCK OUR LIFE

輕鬆d 啦啦啦啦啦啦

在新地方上班上了快一個月了
同事很好，教我很多東西。很多事情還未上手
system 上的東西仍然很多錯漏，幸好他們都包涵包涵
也有很cool 的，撩佢講野，一係應你唔望你，一係應都唔應你

座位離我自己的team 有點遠，不是有messenger 我根本無咩機會同佢地傾幾句閒話
這樣這便開始有點緊張
我覺得要融入自己的team 很難
那麼我便覺得自己好像只是一個過客..每日執excel, 開下task，同客& Editors 每日傾幾個call。
這個慨念，我想是因為我現在是一個Temp, 幾個月續一次約的Temp，令我好怕自己在這裡沒有「存在價值」。沒有這個「價值」，你便不知道幾個月後你又會在哪裡..


沒有想過原來這個situation 會令自己壓力大了。
我也知道Manager 感受到我緊張了，令到我普通的一個反應他也覺我是在緊張。
真是糟糕!

然後我，有一天上班，　
突然想起以前還在讀書的時候，
讀書時工作的時候，
一直我表現也不錯（自大!XD)
即使曾經我被說是"任性"
我也知道，我是做得好的。
去回想過去，過去工作的感覺
做得好，是因為做回自己
輕鬆點，做回自己，事情才會做得好
做回自己，才有「存在價值」
是自己給自己的那種
哈！　是但啦，自大好，任性好，咩都好啦!

recently I am putting some efforts in thinking and facing the 'changes' that I realized on myself. 

it's about the ways of thinking life, goals and people. 

actually it's a good time of reviewing myself  

finally I come up with the conclusion that it is 'adjustments'  

 

Basic

Bachelor of Arts (Honours) Scheme in Fashion and Textiles 服裝及紡織(榮譽)文學士

明天終於行畢業禮了

09595646D YEUNG HOI YING
Bachelor of Arts (Honours) Scheme in Fashion and Textiles
服裝及紡織(榮譽)文學士

今天想起了兩年前High Dip 快畢業時寫的一篇note

過得太快的兩年 ITC HD

看完更令我想起
這個學位真得來不易
是走了很多的路
當中有過很多的努力朋友的幫助和上天給予的幸運

現在，我學習的地方叫社會
而我仍然相信
要有的都是很多的努力朋友的幫助和上天給予的幸運



2 years ago (6th November 2009)
























Tomorrow (21 November 2011)
(JUST GONNA BE A GREAT DAY! Let's take more awesome photos XDDD!!!!)